I should sleep but I’m not tired and i don’t want to lay in the dark awake and think about how shit life is. I don’t want to cry again…I need a distraction.
The problem is that I thought that life is great just moments ago and then everything comes up again and I’m so down, I just want to sleep forever.
i don’t just hate people being mad at me. i hate even feeling like someone is mad at me. like if someone lightheartedly uses an exasperated tone with me then it will succeed in emotionally destroying me for the rest of the day and i will continue to dwell on that thought until i get the opportunity to repeatedly apologize to that person like just please don’t be patient and don’t get angry at me i’m just a lowly, stressed-out potato trying to navigate my way through life
Maybe I should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air."